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I fucking hate art. Fucking hate all the stuck up assholes who are to high and mighty to give me any pointers. Fucking hate people. I Hate my shitty fucking art. Fuck Photoshop! Fuck Makeup! Fuck life. Fucking idiot people. I suck at art. Nobody understands it. I break my back over something and nobody commends me on it cause its not fucking perfect.
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Cause you know that totally fucking sucks.
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[05 Mar 2009|03:18pm] |
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Here I am.
In zee class. Being Bored.
Drawing pyramid head.
GOD, this is so pointless.
Nobody gives a shit about my blogs
ANYWAYS.
FUCKKKKKKK.
I am so bored I have another
Hour and a half left.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHH.
*Blows brains out with pistol*
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[16 Sep 2008|02:00pm] |
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wyrd-ashes of man and oak and pine |
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I thought my livejournal was deleted?
Anyways.....
GrantRobertShortell<33
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[06 Oct 2007|06:17pm] |
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Insult of the day:
Snooty Cloddhopper
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[25 Sep 2007|04:49pm] |
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Svafnir-nothing left |
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damn its been a while.. i get to be in a art show.
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[29 Jun 2007|09:53am] |
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HAPPY BDAY TO ME!!!!!!!
I GOT MY LICENSE!!!!!!!
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[18 Jun 2007|08:12pm] |
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Melissa's cussing |
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Graduate, I am. :DDDDDDD
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[30 Apr 2007|04:49pm] |
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Stormlord |
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I have teh shingles
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[16 Apr 2007|04:25pm] |
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oh ps i got fired
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| fav song moment |
[01 Apr 2007|10:15am] |
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Nokturnal mortum-on the moonlight path |
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On the moonlight path
Go away day, give everything to the queen of the night
laying in the cold land and waiting for the full-moon (to come).
I see the leaving of life as a sweet dream.
My way is stretching into the abyss of eternity.
I don't try to hold for this life, it's damned by me,
and the spirit of Carpathians call my black soul to the moonlight path.
The dawn - the dusk.
The cycle is over for me.
The sun is twisted by the soars and it's painful for me to look at it.
Oh! My sweet queen of the night you gave me
the sense of life you gave me eternal pleasure.
I acquired the true vampiric art.
I'm on the moonlight path.
Hey stars! Greet me!
Do you hear me... the moon!
The tombstones are singing to me
and the throne of the damned belongs to death.
I celebrate the great joy together with the wolves.
I dance inside the circle of snakes and marsh of reptiles.
I'm indifferent to everything because I choose my path.
Blood! I swallow it.
It spreads inside of me like bitterness
and indifference in the world of true lies.
I was runed and humilated in a world where I've been insunderstood.
Through my teeth I talk about revenge.
The world will remember my name.
The moonlight path that takes my soul.
I'll take these useless souls one by one.
Your temples will burn like candles,
the children and your women will moan with pain.
Your houses will hide in blood by which I'll wash my face
playing with the moonrays on my path; on my moonlight path.
I scorn you sheep.
I scorn your flock.
To be your shepherd is my fate.
Bringing your souls for the sacrifice to my God.
I'll feed the wolves by your mortal bodies.
Death and chaos - all will be here,
and nobody else will see the day and the sun (again).
Therefore, I'm on the moonlight path.
Oh! World! I'll dance on your grave.
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[01 Apr 2007|10:05am] |
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Eliphas Levi and Baphomet
In his nineteenth-century Occultist incarnation, a well known depiction shows Baphomet in the form of a winged humanoid goat with a pair of breasts and a torch on his head between his horns (illustration, top). This image comes from Eliphas Lévi's 1854 Dogme et Rituel de la Haute Magie ("Dogmas and Rituals of High Magic"), and is titled 'The Sabbatic Goat'. Lévi considered the Baphomet to be a depiction of the absolute in symbolic form and explicated in detail his symbolism in the drawing that served as the frontispiece:
"The goat on the frontispiece carries the sign of the pentagram on the forehead, with one point at the top, a symbol of light, his two hands forming the sign of hermetism, the one pointing up to the white moon of Chesed, the other pointing down to the black one of Geburah. This sign expresses the perfect harmony of mercy with justice. His one arm is female, the other male like the ones of the androgyn of Khunrath, the attributes of which we had to unite with those of our goat because he is one and the same symbol. The flame of intelligence shining between his horns is the magic light of the universal balance, the image of the soul elevated above matter, as the flame, whilst being tied to matter, shines above it. The beast's head expresses the horror of the sinner, whose materially acting, solely responsible part has to bear the punishment exclusively; because the soul is insensitive according to its nature and can only suffer when it materializes. The rod standing instead of genitals symbolizes eternal life, the body covered with scales the water, the semi- circle above it the atmosphere, the feathers following above the volatile. Humanity is represented by the two breasts and the androgyn arms of this sphinx of the occult sciences."
Levi called his image “the Baphomet of Mendes”, presumably following Herodotus' account[2] that the god of Mendes— the Greek name for Djedet, Egypt— was depicted with a goat's face and legs. However the deity that was venerated at Egyptian Mendes was actually a ram deity Banebdjed (literally Ba of the lord of djed, and titled "the Lord of Mendes"), who was the Ba of Osiris. Levi combined the images of the Tarot of Marseilles Devil card and refigured the ram of Banebdjed as a he-goat, further imagined by him as “copulator in Anep and inseminator in the district of Mendes”.
Though the head, horns and torch of this figure together might seem to take the form of a fleur-de-lis, Lévi drew no attention to the chance similarity in his allegorical interpretation.
Criticism of Levi's interpretation
Egyptian connections aside, Lévi's depiction, for all its modern fame, is not particularly authentic to the historical description from the Templar trials, although it is akin to the gargoyles found on several Templar (and non Templar) churches— or, more specifically, to Viollet-le-Duc's vivid gargoyles that were added to Notre Dame de Paris about the same time as Lévi's illustration.
Critics argue that Lévi and other writers, such as Albert Pike, were attempting to use the false accusations against the Templars to fabricate from the name Baphomet a veritable Deity of Hedonism and Rebellion against a Christian establishment. Levi's now-familiar image shown here as a "Sabbatic Goat" shows parallels with works by the Spanish artist Francisco Goya, who more than once painted a "Witch's Sabbath"; in the version ca 1821-23, El gran cabrón now at the Prado, a group of seated women offer their dead infant children to a seated goat. Levi also incorrectly identified Baphomet with Herodotus' mistaken "Goat of Mendes".
Aleister Crowley and Baphomet
Aleister Crowley's further fanciful connections linked the ram-god of Mendes with the syncretic Ptolemaic-Roman Harpocrates, a version elaborated upon the child-form of the Egyptian god Horus. Harpocrates was a granter of fertility, but he was not associated with debauch or lust -- and, most important, in animal-form, he was a ram, not a buck goat.
The Baphomet of Lévi was to become an important figure within the cosmology of Thelema, the mystical system established by Crowley in the early twentieth century. Crowley identified Baphomet with Harpocrates and also with what he called the Lion-Serpent. Crowley agreed that Baphomet was a divine androgyne, while also being bi-sexual (as Crowley was) and "the hieroglyph of arcane perfection". In The Law is for All Crowley identifies the Lion-Serpent with one's "Secret Self", which he also called the Holy Guardian Angel.
In Magick, Crowley writes, "The devil is this serpent, Satan. He is life and love. He is light, and his zodiacal image is Capricornus, the 'leaping goat,' 'the god head.'"
For Crowley, Baphomet is further a representative of the spiritual nature of the spermatozoa while also being symbolic of the "magical child" produced as a result of sex magic. As such, Baphomet represents the Union of Opposites, especially as mystically personified in Chaos and Babalon combined and biologically manifested with the sperm and egg united in the zygote.
But Crowley saw Baphomet as more than the Union of Opposites—-he is also the Lust that leads to such Union. Baphomet is depicted in Crowley's Thoth Tarot deck, in the card "Devil" (Atu XV). Here, he is identified with the Greek god Pan, the All-Begetter. He is "creative energy in its most material form, the goat leaping with lust upon the summits of earth , the divine madness of spring"
Crowley, who was known as "The Beast," also identified himself with Baphomet. In The Equinox of the Gods he describes another card from the Tarot, this time "Lust" (Atu XI), "It shows the Scarlet Woman, BABALON, riding (or conjoined with) me The Beast ; and this card is my special card, for I am Baphomet, 'the Lion and the Serpent,' and 666, the 'full number' of the Sun" [8] It is perhaps for this reason that Crowley assumed the magical name of Baphomet when he was risen to the X° within Ordo Templi Orientis.
Baphomet as a demon
Baphomet, as Lévi's illustration suggests, has occasionally been portrayed as a synonym of Satan or a demon, a member of the hierarchy of Hell. Baphomet appears in that guise as a character in James Blish's The Day After Judgment. Christian evangelist Jack Chick claims that Baphomet is a demon worshipped by Freemasons, a claim that apparently originated with the Taxil hoax. Léo Taxil's elaborate hoax employed a version of Lévi's Baphomet on the cover of Les Mystères de la franc-maçonnerie dévoilés, his lurid paperback "exposé" of Freemasonry, which in 1897 he revealed as a hoax satirizing ultra-Catholic anti-Masonic propaganda. Lévi's Baphomet is clearly the source as well of the later Tarot image of the Devil, in the Rider-Waite design. The downward-pointing pentagram on its forehead is enlarged upon by Lévi in his illustration of a goat's head arranged within such a pentagram, which he contrasts with the microcosmic man arranged within a similar but upright pentagram.
The symbol of the goat in the downward-pointed pentagram was adopted as the official symbol of the Church of Satan, and continues to be used amongst Satanists.
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| Thrash till DEATH!!!!!! |
[18 Feb 2007|12:12pm] |
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Destruction,graveworm,edguy mix |
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Destruction was kickass.
The lead singer pointed at me and threw me a hailz.
Matt got the bassist's pick.
Oh Metal<3333333333
♥
Fuck yes
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| zOUNDS!!!!! |
[12 Feb 2007|09:23pm] |
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do you have any t.p?
t.p for my bunghole?
destruction on saturday!!!!!
thrash till death :D
eh.. sadly
I have become a w.o.w. kid.
bl00d3lv35
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[27 Jan 2007|09:25pm] |
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Helloween-mr.torture |
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Blood and chocolate sucked fucking ass.'
It was nothing like the book.
I am appalled hollywood.
Fuck you
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[14 Jan 2007|10:26am] |
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and... I feel like shit again
I am like THIS MUCH EXCITED
for blood and chocolate tho.
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[06 Jan 2007|01:45pm] |
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Your results:
You are Venom
| Venom |
| 100% |
| Dark Phoenix |
| 88% |
| Mystique |
| 68% |
| Mr. Freeze |
| 56% |
| Two-Face |
| 52% |
| Riddler |
| 49% |
| The Joker |
| 45% |
| Green Goblin |
| 44% |
| Apocalypse |
| 40% |
| Dr. Doom |
| 40% |
| Kingpin |
| 36% |
| Juggernaut |
| 36% |
| Catwoman |
| 33% |
| Lex Luthor |
| 30% |
| Magneto |
| 22% |
| Poison Ivy |
| 20% |
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Strength, disguise and adrenaline are your greatest weapons.
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| im mad |
[22 Dec 2006|10:52pm] |
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SUPER FUCKING MAD
-sick of dumbasses
-teenage angst
-immature people
-FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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| DUH |
[19 Dec 2006|02:58am] |
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Gorgoroth, mayhem, dissection |
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[17 Dec 2006|08:50pm] |
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On the twelfth day of Christmas,  morbidpixystick sent to me... Twelve birds drumming Eleven italians piping Ten werewolves a-leaping Nine scandanavians dancing Eight flowers a-milking Seven hearts a-swimming Six psychos a-laying Five dra-a-a-agons Four swords Three dead things Two pretty things ...and an art in a mythology. |
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